Here's a story:
Katie had not been in a relationship in ten years, and she was scared to death. In her last relationship, she had lost herself entirely and then felt devastated the relationship had ended.
After working on herself emotionally and spiritually for many years, Katie, now 48, felt she was ready for a new relationship. So, she joined an online dating service and promptly met Sean, who seemed too good to be true. Warm, compassionate, intelligent, and on a personal and spiritual growth path, Sean, 55, was an available man! Now Katie’s fears that she would not meet someone turned to concerns about being in a relationship again.
Katie had learned how to take loving care of herself when she was alone or with friends, but doing this with a man was another matter. She had never actually taken care of herself in any of her relationships, and she worried that she would let herself down again. Katie wanted some guidelines regarding loving actions she could take for herself as she started to explore the relationship with Sean, and she wrote to me asking me for these loving actions. So here are some loving steps to take when first exploring a new relationship:
1.) Stay focused inside your own body, noticing your feelings rather than just being tuned into the other person’s feelings. Stay conscious of NOT taking responsibility for the other person’s feelings of worth or security and NOT making the other person responsible for your feelings of worth or security.
2.) Before getting together with the other person, make a solid decision that you are willing to lose the other person rather than lose yourself. Make a conscious decision not to make the other person’s wants, needs, and feelings more important than your own.
3.) Stay clear of your truth, NOT letting the other person talk you in or out of what feels good and right for you.
4.) Be willing to take full, 100% responsibility for behaving in a way that makes you feel worthy, safe, and powerful. Be ready to be who you are rather than trying to impress. Make a conscious decision that being integrity with who you are, is more important than getting the other person’s approval.
5.) Do NOT disregard the big or small things that you find difficult, intolerable, or unacceptable. If something is inappropriate or unacceptable to you early in the relationship, the chances are that it is not going to get better. Do NOT convince yourself that, because there are so many good things about this person, you can overlook the problems or get the other person to change. It NEVER works!
Fears of rejection can emerge very early in a relationship. Some people are terrified of doing something wrong and being rejected because they make the other person responsible for their feelings of worth and lovability. The fear of rejection can lead a person to give themselves up to the other person, thereby touching off fears of engulfment of loving oneself and being controlled or consumed by the other person. Thus, fears of loss of self or failure of others often surface quickly, and people find themselves either giving in or pulling away in their efforts to protect themselves from their fears.
If you allow fear to guide you, you will likely either pull away or end in an unsatisfying relationship. The most important thing to remember as you move into exploring a new relationship is: LET LOVE BE YOUR GUIDE, NOT FEAR. It means that you need to be open to learning about what is most loving to YOU and what is really in your highest good, rather than trying to control not being rejected or managed by the other person. So, number six is:
6.) Keep asking your inner wisdom, what is the loving action toward myself right now? What is in my highest good right now?
If you keep asking this vital question, you will find your way through exploring a new relationship without losing yourself or getting hurt by the other person.
-By: Warrnette Lewis
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